Archive for November, 2006

Phone Issues

Wednesday, November 29th, 2006

Well, now. Just when I think I’m all set to finally get online - got the net, got my laptop, get my cell phone… My phone has officially become screwed. It’s not the SIM card. It’s not the network. It’s my phone. :’-( Sucks so bad. Am in an internet cafe right now. I only bought the phone about 6 months ago or so, so hopefully I can get it fixed at no cost. But being on Samet without a working phone is not so workable. Checking to see if I can do my classes in the internet cafe or not. Fun fun fun.

On the plus side, the beach is great. :-D

Edge Network on Koh Samet

Wednesday, November 29th, 2006

This is great! I knew that there was GSM network almost covering all of Thailand, so I knew I would be able to connect using GPRS from Koh Samet. But it’s one step better - I’m on EDGE so I have the same transfer rate as I do in BKK. Or at least at first blush it seems that way. ;-) How it works out over the next few days remains to be seen. But, I will officially be logging in to my MA program online session tomorrow from a resort on Samet, using my cell phone. ;-) It still tickles me pink, the whole thing. :-D

Pitchfork Inspiration

Monday, November 27th, 2006

Read two really great bits on Pitchfork recently, both from interviews with great musicians: Steve Reich, and Tom Waits.

From the Steve Reich interview:

All good music theory is basically referring to music that was written before the theory was written. You can apply that to the rules of four-part harmony, which is basically taken from Bach’s chorales, and codifies them. But if it’s a prescription for what you ought to do in the future, then you’re writing a manifesto, and I think manifestos are inherently for stupid people who can’t fly by the seat of their pants, live their lives, and change as change is called upon.

I love this quote. What he’s saying ties directly in with things I have been contemplating for a couple weeks lately in relation to my own work. Work which I haven’t been doing for some time. ;-) I generally easily get hung-up on structure and why something ‘won’t work’. As such, I paint myself into corners: I exempt myself from doing anything because it could be naive or uninformed; and also by focusing on why things aren’t working instead of simply doing some work. Both of which of course mean that I end up not doing anything. The very antithesis of wanting to do stuff. :-P

It seems to be a bit early for my MA, but this is one of the big issues I want to reflect on in my work and things I am going to goof around with in the coming weeks, I hope. I’ll post some of my tactics about this in the coming weeks.

And also from the Steve Reich interview:

I don’t care how much people understand what it is that I’m doing, except if they’re players in my ensemble or other ensembles [Laughs]. I just want people to be moved by the music. If you’re not moved by the music, then everything else falls away.

I love this. It’s true. I get hung up on making work that other artists or professionals can appreciate for it’s workings, instead of seeking to make work that anyone can appreciate no matter what they know about music, or performance, or art, or whatever. The audience and my own satisfaction are more important than some snooty jazz-knob technique-wanger who can tell how badly I’m playing! ;-)

From the Tom Waits interview:

Pitchfork: Do you have a favorite sound?
Tom Waits: Bacon. In a frying pan. If you record the sound of bacon in a frying pan and play it back it sounds like the pops and cracks on an old 33 1/3 recording. Almost exactly like that. You could substitute it for that sound.

That’s just pure Tom Waits. That he’s been able to make the quality and variety of music he has, and indeed defined areas of sound and songwriting, is unbelievable. And he’s a regular guy to boot, from all I know. The artistic collaboration he has with his wife is also something I would love to have with a partner.

That’s about it for now. Wanted to make sure and get those ideas down on the blog. And for those of you wondering about how I am feeling about my MA lately, I have come to terms with how I can deal with things such as they are and will be steam-rolling ahead to get my degree. It should be interesting, even amidst the strange circumstances and challenges presented. ;-) More later.

Good News Finally

Thursday, November 23rd, 2006

Well, I’ve succeeded in getting myself some internet through my cellphone so I am online finally. I’ve signed up for a GPRS internet package with my cellphone carrier - was quite easy actually - and I can use my EDGE (or GSM if no EDGE network is available wherever I am) to get from two to four times the speed of a regular dial-up connection. This also means that I can move around Thailand and get internet wherever I can connect to a GSM (or EDGE) network. So, all things considered it’s a happy solution. More speed would obviously be nice ;-) but at this point I’ll take what I can get. Especially if it is above dial-up. hehe

Here’s a photo of my new setup. I get a kick out of the fact that I’m just like the geeks with their laptops and cellphones in the movies, connecting to the net. :-D

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Other than that, I’m mostly over my jetlag already, surprisingly. I still get laggy in the evening, but so far so good. I think all the excess sunlight has done wonders for re-synchronising my internal clock. It took me over a week to really get back to normal back in Cambridge, and I haven’t even been here for one week yet. :-)

Intentional Hurdles

Tuesday, November 21st, 2006

Well, looks like I will not be able to get any internet at my friend Amy’s place at all as I had hoped. So, it now looks like the only way I can do my classes online, research, email, etc. is in the internet cafe. Not the best way to do an MA, I’m afraid. 4 hours online at least once a week in an internet cafe? God, no - please.

At this point I am really wondering what strange karma or unconscious masochistic opera I am playing out that I am in such a mess with my MA. First my enrollment blues paired with gross unresponsiveness, followed by disappearing teachers and an entire misplaced class, and now… issues dealing with whether I can manage my potential future full-time job, the project I want to base my MA on, and the MA work itself. I have been told that it is not adviseable, after an insanely long, unhelpful session which left me wondering how the hell I ended up in said mess. Basically, doing an MA while relocating to parts unknown is not really a recipe for sanity, I suppose. hehe

Anyway, I’m bitching at this point. The jetlag also gives everything it’s own special sheen of glossiness and desperation. ;-) Something will probably break soon - and hopefully not me! lol. Seriously, I’m sure something will work out one way or another. It just definitely puts a strange skew on things at present.

Otherwise, life moves forward out of jetlag hazes and I am head-down inside my lengthy book still, which has been remedial. More later. Cheers. ;-)

In BKK and Jetlagging

Sunday, November 19th, 2006

I am safe and sound in Thailand! I arrived in BKK yesterday morning shortly after 11 AM, after just over a 24 hour flight. I made it through most of my first day admirably, hehe. I’m not sure how bad my jet lag will be this time around so I’m not planning much to do for the next week or so. Out doing a few errands currently. No internet at my friend Amy’s place (hopefully help her set it up this week) so I’m a bit disconnected. Which is a bit disconcerting. ;-) Especially since I have an online class tonight. But I have a really big book to keep me occupied otherwise while I my brain catches up to my body. :-) Will write more soon. Cheers.

Flying Out Tonight

Friday, November 17th, 2006

Finally flying out tonight at 10:30, and I will arrive in BKK Sunday morning around 11:00AM. I’ve been back for one and a half months already. It pretty much sucks to be leaving my family again, especially after being able to spend so much time with my nieces. Oh, and not to mention the rest of the Dawsons. ;-) But I am glad to be going back to BKK for a while. Excited to see my friends there. :-D Thanks loads to all my friends and family that I saw - you all rock and I’m so glad to have gotten to see everyone. And rest assured, I’m hoping to not have to wait another two years to see everyone. Depending on my availability with my next job, I am hoping to be home in a year. October’s been a good month to be back to visit. ;-)

Cheers and love to everyone! :-)

Ballsy Is The Ballsiest Word Of All

Wednesday, November 8th, 2006

Just cause my mom didn’t believe me during our Scrabble game last night. ;-)

Check it out. Ballsy is a word. And a damn fine word it is. :-D